is that loving me is all about you - what you need, what you want, when you want it. It always has been. Why can't it be about me, Natalia? What I need?"
just to make Natalia stop pushing. Not because she was ready.
She was no one's victim.
if she was going to try to force Olivia to talk about things again.
Olivia was tired of being Natalia’s plaything. She didn’t want to be at Natalia’s mercy. She shuddered and it wasn’t from pleasure but discomfort. She felt bare, flayed open. She had an urge to pull away, to roll off Natalia and shower until her skin felt clean again, until she could scrub this day and every part of it off her.
Interesting choice of words for what Olivia is feeling: someone taking what they want, pushing, victim, force, mercy, flayed open, scrub clean. Olivia is a control freak for a reason, after all...
It took me forever to read this update, by the way. It's hard to keep reading when I have to constantly stop to wipe my eyes. But oh, it hurt so good! LOL You have a real gift. :D
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Date: 2011-06-15 02:51 am (UTC)just to make Natalia stop pushing. Not because she was ready.
She was no one's victim.
if she was going to try to force Olivia to talk about things again.
Olivia was tired of being Natalia’s plaything. She didn’t want to be at Natalia’s mercy. She shuddered and it wasn’t from pleasure but discomfort. She felt bare, flayed open. She had an urge to pull away, to roll off Natalia and shower until her skin felt clean again, until she could scrub this day and every part of it off her.
Interesting choice of words for what Olivia is feeling: someone taking what they want, pushing, victim, force, mercy, flayed open, scrub clean.
Olivia is a control freak for a reason, after all...
It took me forever to read this update, by the way. It's hard to keep reading when I have to constantly stop to wipe my eyes. But oh, it hurt so good! LOL
You have a real gift. :D