...to write this Star Wars fic. Which is bad. Because I really don't want to write it, but the beginnings for this plot are pretty solid in my head. And the more I listen to the crappy audio version of LotF: Betrayal that I downloaded, the more I want to write it.
The problems with me wanting to write this are:
1) It would be a work in progress. That's a problem because I have at least have a dozen work in progresses lying around in various fandoms and one of them hasn't been updated in close to five years.
2) I have way too many fics going at the moment. I'm trying to finish up fanfic100
. I've gotten one fic written for the Summer Calendar on dogged_by_muses
but I'm still working on the other one and I signed up for ncis_ficathon
, plus there are some big things in the works for the DLC in the coming months and
I'd really like to work on the book-a-thon idea that's been going around in my head. Why am I even thinking about more fic?
3)I have no place to post it other than P&P and while P&P is great for any femslash really I don't think there are really any Star Wars fans there. It would maybe be different if I could post it to the JC, but I'd get banned so fast my head would spin. Which might be fun, but still wouldn't get my fic posted anywhere. Star Wars and femslash just don't really seem to go together sadly.
The reason I am considering it though? Because I think it would be a cool story. It'd involve a lot of different ideas for characters that I've been tossing around in the back of my brain and sort of bring them all together into this one thing. Which could be kind of cool.
One day I have to sit down and finish all my works in progress. They annoy me and tend to weigh on the back of my mind. *sigh* I guess the biggest issue is that I'm getting over committed with things again like I have before. I just have to find a way to drop the responsibilities that I don't want to salvage the things that I do want before everything goes to hell again like it did last time because I really hate feeling like this.